weeeew....

going crazy right now...

priorities all messed up...

Going to church a lot...

but...

still not as close as I want to be with God...

many things running through my head right now...

2 "thesis" or final projects to pass within this week...

finals is rapidly approaching..

1st week of september I think?

But some subjects might make it earlier...

Lots of things to type, do, research, and think about.

Yup yup. Smile lang :D

Maybe not... just remembered...

I think I have 2 quizzes in graphing this week with 6 more plates to do... =/

Anyway... :D School stuff are just little things in life :P

God... please... help me have that first love I once had with You...

That everlasting burning passion... For You, Lord... For You alone...


A line that can never be crossed.

A goal that can never be reached.

The adage "So close and yet so far" really hits the mark.

The tunnel just doesn't seem to end. Not even a glimpse of light seen.

Is it that unreachable? That unattainable?

Endless days of striving to achieve it.

Are all my efforts for naught?

I labor, toil, and struggle with no assurance of ever reaching it.

There is no gain for me here other than temporary happiness.

Should I surrender and raise the white flag in this pointless endeavor?

Or this ought to compel me - to drive irresistibly 'till every drop of blood is dried in me?

Time will soon tell.


Singing, shouting, smiles, cries everywhere.

Flashes of light here and there.

Eyes clouded.

What is this feeling?

Such serenity and joy I see. Never have I before seen such beauty.

Suddenly, everything vanishes.

I am left dumbfounded.


The college life.. I don't quite understand it, but I feel it. From high school to college.. the transition period was just so fast. Everyone now is minding their own business. It's just you and your college life right? Hahaha ... well.. 'till I meet my high school friends again. The joy will appear in an instant when I see any one of them, that I am truely sure. Treasure your friends, you'll never regret and forget it.


PISSED! WTH? Spending so much for internet and this is what i get? sheessssh... what's wrong with my internet nowadays... If I go ol in ym or even use the internet, i would be disconnected in less than 5 minutes! -.-" I can reconnect maybe like 20 minutes after... sheesh... hays... If people chat in ym i cant even see it... T.T Oh well, busy myself with studies nlng... grrr


!@#$% .... There's something wrong with me, seriously. Everytime we have a math SW i always copy at least 1 number wrong, it really sucks. We had a math quiz today, i took my time because i thought i had a lot, and the prof didnt say how much time was left, she then said pass your papers and i was like "O.O WTH?!" Furthermore, the prof got mad at us kay some people went out and stood, others talked and didn't listen, so she gave us another long SW. I got so depressed that i just kept writing, not thinking, and again, I copied the last numebr wrong... !@#$.... gaaah... I really hate my mel side since i get depressed easily =/ One of my blockmates said "Tim, sayang kase matalino ka pero mata mo, bobo." :)) oh well... Fili quiz tom... I'm gonna die, still need to do some chores and I'm here blogging. Been really down lately, although I put a smile on my face.
Things to do from now on:
1. Take Math supeeeeeer seriously
2. Buy binoculars ... nag glasses pa gyud ko
3. Be productive from now on and never loaf around

Noooooooo.... dota is tempting me -.-" My only solution to depression :)) :D
I hate this day =/ Good thing tomorrow's always gonna be a brand new day :>
Except during FILKOMU... Hell just falls down and hits you hard.


Wow... it's been a long time since I last blogged about anything. Hm... I had only one subject today, CWTS. It was from 9:00-12:00. We talked about our community exposure for next week, what to do, where to meet, etc. We ended one hour early and since it was still 11, everyone was bored.
The guys decided to play dota.... well, I decided to play with them just once. I found out that some of the guys were gonna go drink :)) I told them I'll play dota ahead nlng with a few other guys. The guys finally decided they wont go drinking :)) wow.... but they decided to smoke instead.... -.-" Well at least it was for like 3 mins only.. hahahaha. When we finally played dota... wow... lots of bad words were flying everywhere, but over-all we had lots of fun laughing.
I went back to my condo after and got bored. I studied, studied math again, studied AGAIN... and after doing that for like 3 hours, I decided to go out. Going to the rooftop, nice breeze.... hahaha nice view. I then went to starbucks to order Dark Frapp! woot woot! :)) :)) I really dont like it when they misspell my name... it really sucks :)) The first time was Kim.... I thought they thought I was korean, so it was fine... then this time, they wrote Dim?? What in the world is that!! Who would name their kid Dim???? My sis said it stood for Dimbo...didn't understand but she kept laughing... :| Oh well :)) Oh yeah! When I went back to my condo, to my room, I forgot to get straw since I my mind was so preoccupied from the Dim thing. So we and my sis kept laughing kay we didn't know what to use to drink! I thought of using a spoon but it would be weird... Ty gyud chels for the starbucks tumbler! hahhaha... there was a straw man diay sa tumbler... used it! Just kept laughing.... xD
Nothing special really happened today, I just felt like I really needed to blog. :D
Bahala mo oi, di gyud ko mag tagalog.