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Monday, July 6, 2009 . 8:17 PM

A line that can never be crossed.

A goal that can never be reached.

The adage "So close and yet so far" really hits the mark.

The tunnel just doesn't seem to end. Not even a glimpse of light seen.

Is it that unreachable? That unattainable?

Endless days of striving to achieve it.

Are all my efforts for naught?

I labor, toil, and struggle with no assurance of ever reaching it.

There is no gain for me here other than temporary happiness.

Should I surrender and raise the white flag in this pointless endeavor?

Or this ought to compel me - to drive irresistibly 'till every drop of blood is dried in me?

Time will soon tell.


. 8:01 PM

Singing, shouting, smiles, cries everywhere.

Flashes of light here and there.

Eyes clouded.

What is this feeling?

Such serenity and joy I see. Never have I before seen such beauty.

Suddenly, everything vanishes.

I am left dumbfounded.


Saturday, July 4, 2009 . 7:46 PM

The college life.. I don't quite understand it, but I feel it. From high school to college.. the transition period was just so fast. Everyone now is minding their own business. It's just you and your college life right? Hahaha ... well.. 'till I meet my high school friends again. The joy will appear in an instant when I see any one of them, that I am truely sure. Treasure your friends, you'll never regret and forget it.